sometimes in the morning

I like to make myself a cup of tea, and put my music on shuffle. The first song that comes on magically matches whatever mood I may be in for some reason. This morning, it was Phone Call from the Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind soundtrack. It was perfect. Not exactly happy, or depressing, but somewhere in between. Calming I suppose. I have been switching from ups and downs frequently lately, even though life has been bringing me so many positives in the past few weeks. But as of today, I am just in between.